Academic abilties

Growing up in school, I was a little rough around the edges being very stubborn, but I was also very intelligent. I hid the fact I was very smart because I did not want to be bugged about homework and how to do this stuff for other people. Honestly, I was not truly skilled in all subjects, and sometimes I had a difficult time. Even though I had academic struggles, Those struggles also turned to be my accomplishments, which also turned to be my lifelong academic goals.

     During my younger years, I have always had a terrible problem with my handwriting. I always written sloppy, I did not space my words, and I written in a weird sideways way where you had to turn your head to read. It was bad because since no one could read it, People mistaken it for other words, causing me to lose points. Another problem was procrastinating, because I never decide to work until the last minute. I would always sleep and realize it was due, then always do my work in the morning, so I was not on my A-game. These problems I've had turned to some great achievements also.

    An academic achievement I have is the fanciest writing style. My handwriting improved drastically, so that it is eligible, and fancy at the same time as well. It kind of shows that I have my own writing style, like a font. People can read my handwriting and they also compliment the way I write. My other achievement was that I do not procrastinate as much any more. In Early college, procrastinating can get you into serious trouble, and since I realize that, I try to do my homework early. I still procrastinate a little, but not nearly as much anymore.

    Do I have any goals to achieve? Yes, I want to be known for the greatest handwriting style, EVER. I think it would be a great accomplishment to achieve in my life. I also want to not only stop procrastinating completely, but I want to help people do it too, so they can stop suffering from procrastination. My final goal is to achieve honor roll like I used to every year. Ever since early college, I've had a couple more struggles than I used to have, and it is a bit frustrating, but I know I can do it if I try my hardest.

   If I never had these academic struggles, I most likely would not have achieved what I have, or I would not have made the goals I did.

Bully, Bullying. Whatever you call it, should not exist.

Bullying, verbally or mentally, in person or cyber, is wrong. Why do people do it? Why do people do it? Would they say the same things to people in person? Would I defend somebody if I seen bullying?

Bullies are people who I believe suffered from a past time of being suffered, and decided to take control, and be the new bully on the block. Bullies I believe are people who like the power of being in control of everybody else, and likes the anticipation and fear that is delivered from the victim. Maybe bullies bully because they know that they will not be bullied, because there is no one to top them from their position on where they stand, and they love being right on top.

I think only cyber bullies would be too scared to say the things to people in person, because they are talking only through a computer. I also think that if they did say it to somebody in person, it would only be if they had support from other people, because cyber bullies are never alone. Cyber bullies say all these cruel things being a screen but can not bring to them selves to say it in person. I do not think I have any other reason than to say that they have no support from other people on the cyber net to help support them.

If I seen somebody being bullied, I would definitely defend them, and then befriend the person who was bullied. I want that person to be able to stand up for themselves, and to be able to go against any obstacle in their path that may try to stop them from moving forward. No one deserves to be bullied in any way, and I would take a stand to stop the person from what they are doing.

So, is it right?

Is there a claim to take away people's items away from them? If you do take it away from them, is it right? I believe that it is not right to claim other people's possessions away from them, unless if the possessions they have are to cause harm to others. I believe the possessions should be taken away if the item is a danger to people, especially if the item is used to cause harm only, and if there is no other reason for the item's existence. A gun is an excellent example of an item of possession. Guns are used for many reasons, such as harm, thievery, or robbing a bank, and many other negative things. Even though guns are like this, guns are also used for self-defense, for people who cannot defend themselves against harm. The purpose of the gun in the owner of this item is what varies the situation of taking the gun away from them or not. So what other reason could there be of claiming other people's possessions?

   Do other people have the right to possess other people's items if they do no take care of it properly? Or if they treat too poorly? I believe that only they must be taken if away if what they own has human qualities, and require certain needs. If they can not feed their children or anything else because they can not, and not because they don't want to is a different story. Emotional reasons must be took into consideration for situations such as these. Overall, the idea of claiming someone else's possessions is not right, because you have done nothing to claim it for yourself. If the possession is harmful, it should only be confiscated, not taken away to claim for yourself.

Ones to protect

Why do people have the urge to help people and save lives? Why do people help each other and receive satisfaction from doing so? I believe people such as firemen, policemen, and even doctors help other people because they may have suffered too. People who suffered in their past, or maybe those who are angered by the fact that people suffer in life may be why they help people today. Maybe in their life they seen to much suffering and want to put an end to it all. These people were given lemons by life, and they made lemonade. They have taken control and decided on what they want to do, and how to do it. These people who have suffered in their past, and have decided to help people are heroes, yet there are people who have taken the wrong turn. People who have suffered, and yet want people to suffer just like they did are known as villians. Villians are people who suffered to much pain, and have decided "why is it fair that only I suffer this pain? They all must suffer like I did!". Even though villians are villainous, maybe they can be saved too by a hero.

Children

What did I do over break? Well it is kind of obvious since I pretty much said it to those who asked. I donated over break. On Christmas Eve, me and my aunt buy as many gifts as we can with our money, such as toys, maybe a bike, etcetera. and go orphanages and give them to kids. It pains me to see unfortunate kids that do not really have a Christmas to have, so I sacrifice mine for the sake of theirs. It does not mean much to give mine away, for I do not really want anything, except for their happiness. Have you ever seen so many happy little kids with tears on their faces because of you, hugging you so tightly, like your their long lost parent? It is truly a good feeling to do so, and that is why I do it. Sadly, I do not have a picture of it, because I really do not take pictures to confirm what I have. My sincerest apologies.

I avoided this post because writing it made me to emotional. Never again will i do this.

Dear, Heaven
   Your my youngest sister, and your the sister who was there for me the whole time, through every thing that we have been through as a family. You influenced me in ways to show that I have to grow up to be the big brother that you will always respect, and admire to be one day. Your smiles always cheered me up and always made me happy that sometimes i forget that pain is not something that hurts, but the way it influences me. Thank you for being there for me, and I'm sorry that i could not be there to see you grow up all the way. Do not cry that I am gone.I am always watching you from inside, because I do not need to go to the Heaven in the sky when there is one in your heart. Your so pure, and stay that way, until we find each other again.

                                                                                                                        I love you.

Dear Bethany,
    Even though we just started dating, you really made me happy, and I'm happy I was able to be yours before I died. Your sweet smile always got me through the day at school, and I swear I would wake up just to tell you good morning and see you at school. That was my highlight of the day. I wish I could be with you longer, and be someone truly important in your life one day, but I guess it will not happen. I remember your smiles even to this day. I wish i could have made more memories with you to remember while I'm gone, but the memories I have are enough to make me smile everyday. Thank You. Keep smiling like you always do, only beautiful angels smile like you can.                                            
                                                                                                                                     Take Care <3

My hero

If i had to say who my hero is in my life, without hesitation my mother comes to my mind. My mother has been there through everything in my life, from the time my sister died, to the day my father left us. I do not talk about these things much because the pain in my heart has not been filled yet, so I keep it silent. My mom knows how to keep a smile on my face, whenever I need it, and knows the struggle of child in these depressing ages. My mother knows that when I am angered, she will find a bridge, and make me get over it, or she will find a lamp and try to make me brighten up. My mom acknowledges my feelings more than anybody else could, and more than anybody else will.