Children

What did I do over break? Well it is kind of obvious since I pretty much said it to those who asked. I donated over break. On Christmas Eve, me and my aunt buy as many gifts as we can with our money, such as toys, maybe a bike, etcetera. and go orphanages and give them to kids. It pains me to see unfortunate kids that do not really have a Christmas to have, so I sacrifice mine for the sake of theirs. It does not mean much to give mine away, for I do not really want anything, except for their happiness. Have you ever seen so many happy little kids with tears on their faces because of you, hugging you so tightly, like your their long lost parent? It is truly a good feeling to do so, and that is why I do it. Sadly, I do not have a picture of it, because I really do not take pictures to confirm what I have. My sincerest apologies.

I avoided this post because writing it made me to emotional. Never again will i do this.

Dear, Heaven
   Your my youngest sister, and your the sister who was there for me the whole time, through every thing that we have been through as a family. You influenced me in ways to show that I have to grow up to be the big brother that you will always respect, and admire to be one day. Your smiles always cheered me up and always made me happy that sometimes i forget that pain is not something that hurts, but the way it influences me. Thank you for being there for me, and I'm sorry that i could not be there to see you grow up all the way. Do not cry that I am gone.I am always watching you from inside, because I do not need to go to the Heaven in the sky when there is one in your heart. Your so pure, and stay that way, until we find each other again.

                                                                                                                        I love you.

Dear Bethany,
    Even though we just started dating, you really made me happy, and I'm happy I was able to be yours before I died. Your sweet smile always got me through the day at school, and I swear I would wake up just to tell you good morning and see you at school. That was my highlight of the day. I wish I could be with you longer, and be someone truly important in your life one day, but I guess it will not happen. I remember your smiles even to this day. I wish i could have made more memories with you to remember while I'm gone, but the memories I have are enough to make me smile everyday. Thank You. Keep smiling like you always do, only beautiful angels smile like you can.                                            
                                                                                                                                     Take Care <3

My hero

If i had to say who my hero is in my life, without hesitation my mother comes to my mind. My mother has been there through everything in my life, from the time my sister died, to the day my father left us. I do not talk about these things much because the pain in my heart has not been filled yet, so I keep it silent. My mom knows how to keep a smile on my face, whenever I need it, and knows the struggle of child in these depressing ages. My mother knows that when I am angered, she will find a bridge, and make me get over it, or she will find a lamp and try to make me brighten up. My mom acknowledges my feelings more than anybody else could, and more than anybody else will.

Dubai !

If there was anywhere I could live at, it would most definitely be DUBAI. The stories that I have heard about this wonderful place makes me smile every time the city is pronounced. When I first heard about Dubai, it was from the source of the artist known as "Owl City". They had a picture of this beautiful view of a building that looked like the definition of "Skyscraper" This wonderful city is like an island, that has a beautiful view, from every where you look, it is so worth my tears to look at. The water is so PURE, and so amazing, OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH. Hold on a second, I am crying, because Dubai makes me that happy. Ok I am done. But Dubai has the aspects that when seen, I would say, this is paradise. I am more than happy just to be able to know that the paradise i have wanted to look for so long does exist. This will be known in my life as "Happiness in Paradise"

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ELECTRICITY! I MISS YOU! (Extra Credit)

If I did not have electricity, what I would definitely miss the most is the lighting in my house. Even though I barely use the lights in my house, the fact that I can not turn them on when I can would drive me literally insane. If I tried to turn on my lights, and i realized that i could not do this, my happy bubble would be at a cessation. Whenever it is too dark for me to see, I illusion things that are gravely terrifying in my eyes, and I would desperately freak out. I need light to feel safe, so that the dark evil baddies do not try to steal me at night. It really is kind of insane that I still get creeped out about being in the dark, I just can not handle the thought of it. So therefore, if there was anything that I would truly miss without having electricity, the light would definitely, absolutely, POSITIVELY be it. I guess you can say the light "Brights up my world".

My favorite author

Honestly, I do not have a favorite book, because i have way too many to choose from. Although I do not have a favorite book, i do have a favorite author, who is Sharon M. Draper!

Sharon M. Draper is just astounding with her stories, the feelings that she composed in her characters always makes me happy. She may write emotional books, but nonetheless the books will have you on the edge of your seat like a cliffhanger to a movie. Her books are not based on a personal real life stories, except for one, which is a book that I should not explain, because the book should be read to figure out by ones own intentions. Sharon makes books that have not been opened to the public, but for people to read through her emails and messaging sometimes. Some books that aren't known are usually my most favorable because of the hidden messages and feelings that are exposed in these books. The feelings are so poured out in these books that I feel the anger, sadness, and the jealousy sometimes, and that is how i know she is a good author. THIS, is why I think Sharon M. Draper is my favorite author.